.J A S L I N.

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BROS R.i.p till we meet agin !:'(

Now ask me if I would rather choose bread or love , I'll choose bread.though money may not be everything but with money u can get almost everything .
U may call me materialistic or typical Singaporean but is all because how much I suffered when I fell , u taught me that w money , I'm everything . Without money I'm nothing .
Tho I used to say tt I wld rather u hv gt nth than everything . But now I came to realise w/o u but w plenty of $ I can be happy too...
I work n work , tho all aren't stable job but least I earn w/o harming others, if I don't earn those ppl money others woman still will ,so why not jus let me earns in a proper way . At least have the ability to . Shall earns when im capable to earn now.
Insults n giv whatever comments u wan , I don care ! All i know is i didn't kill,steal nor earns dirty money , I earn in a legal way (:

Just let me be alone ... Everywhr I go , ppl I met always links to ya ...

I duno was all coincidence or is u who ask them to slowly leak out Ur stuff to me n wanting to know my reactions . Ah ha, I know alrdy, so what? Nothing new wad, Haiyo , expect me to feel upset ? Nope I won't stood so low to that lvl , I'm so happy being me now perfectly contented w my life , u jus mk me smile n realised that oh god, I now then I know some many ppl eyeing for wads once mine (: not only applies to Xl but to everyone n every lil thing . Maybe is my mindset tt has changed , much matured or hv seen too much to realised that sometimes in life , I need to give up pursuing on certain things so as to get another better one in return . It doesn't affect me as much like how it used to be , maybe my love had alrdy faded or perhaps is cos all r nothing new to me at all . For once we were so deeply in loved for years , n for once we hated each others to bits n now for tis once I giv u my blessing (:

I act as tho I didn't bother ,I ain't affected ,hearing others talking about you n acted like u were no one to me.its all ain't easy especially I've to divert my attentions to every other lil things ... I've work ,work n work.refrain frm doing other thing n jus work n drink all night .it wasn't th best for me but I know for now,it will only gets better when times to come .unknowingly a month plus has pass I've a strong feeling that tis time , is gonna be a ending ,is a good thing tho .better than dragging and dragging whereby thr is no ending at all.i jus learnt that ,fulfilling others is a kind of happiness as well.

Baby,we very come this far .I've nvr thought that we would celebrate this yr Valentine's together,even tho is at lor 28coffeeshop,w you beside, anywhere is heaven.
But all tis last for 2months,u left me agn...
Could u pls tell me tat 你不是故意骗我，而是不想伤害我...
It hurts soooo much,I didn't show doesn't meant tt is not affecting me. I dono why hv our rs jeopardizes till this stage.
I know u found someone better,
I admit, I ain't good,I'm nvr perfect.but u ain't like tt too.as time goes by,we change.
I'm all lost,I just doesn't feel lyk doing anything, nothing!
I try not divert my attention, I thought I'm happy but I wasn't.even tho when I'm w u,u insults,scold hurried vulgarities at me,I cry,we quarrel,I'm unhappy but I'm still happier cos I knw urea mine.

Why does God wanna test me?prank me? It simply hurts.

Seems that urea happier now,I will gt over n stay further,I wish nothing but the best for u...

i think i hv missed out on his bday this yr,.
Well, i hv been out of job for months and his bday, every yr i would gt him a small gift n cakke.
but this yr, i couldnt hv tk from my parents hence i went to wrk night for 3 days , 3days for 300 and aft deducting the 50$ that i owe nourene i was left with 250....
hasnt been working for soooooo long, i work just to get money to get him a bday cake and a small lil gift cus i know, tho he says he doesnt want anything , but deep within , he sure feel a lil upsest. tho we aint together , i specially goes to BHG to get him a 190+ braun buffle wallet. tho it meant nothing but thats the most i cld give. aft purchasing the wallet , i was left with 60? i got him a cake and left with 30+ . i just spent everything, every hard earned money on that day. he went drinking with friends on tt v.day and meet me on the afternoon on his actual bday. i handed him his bday present and put stuff at his place den head out with his fren for supper. and once we're home, i took out that cake. the first time whereby we celebrated with just the two of us. how sweet! i sang bday song to him softly and he blew out the candles and cut the cake. is a damn simple celebration for him but hopefully is the sweetest. last yr bday , i ordered a cake , paid for the chalet ... tho this yr , a simple celebrations and he's still contented <3

last yr i text him, i just wanna spend his 19 bday with him till 90... yet he told me , not only till 90 , is their the day he stepped in coffin. thats the sweetest text i ever recv . tho this yr , we just couldnt get together tho we knw the feeling is still that, we just couldnt salvage this r/s . but then, nothing matters more thn seeing a wide smile on his face. bibi, i love you <3

♥J A S L I N

♥sweet 19
♥ LJL
♥ 6thAUGUST2007

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